answers to "why are you crying?"

- a particularly disturbing episode of "sex and the city."

- i realized i was clipping coupons.

- frustration from not understanding why a monthly interest rate, when calculated for the full year, doesn't equal twelve times the annual percentage yield.

- newspaper article about little boy.

- his grandfather reminds me, lately, of my grandfather. despite the fact that they're nothing alike at all.

- jeff buckley's death was so senseless and poorly timed.

- i don't know what to do with my arms.

- he's always beautiful. sometimes it just hits me harder.

- and what have i done to deserve it?

- didn't wash mushrooms thoroughly; mouthful of dirt.

- "wild horses," rolling stones.

-maybe it's all a waste.

- maybe, if i don't get that root canal soon, all of my teeth are going to fall out. and my eyeballs too.

- the word daddy.

- got hair caught in window, yanked head to the right, really fucking hurt.

- no reason. why?